GlamorousBarbie

Hi Guys

 I am logging on to let you know I am still alive! I don’t want anyone to be worried about me.  I have been in hospital for the last while.  I have lost over a stone due to ill health. The doctors think its my Bowels, I have little to no iron or B12, So they need to find out why I am losing blood and where from? It’s a mystery to them as too me. It could be cancer, or crhons or what? I havent had a period in 15 weeks so ovarian cancer hasnt been ruled out.

  The hospital was a nightmare and I was treated Abysmally.  I asked to be discharged as my mental health was suffering.  I have to go to the doctors tomorrow and back to the hospital next Wednesday.

I am exhausted and mentally drained.  S has let me down big time, we are Nothing anymore.  B has moved on she never even contacted me whilst I was in hospital…I mean who does that? OK We weren’t speaking but if it was Me? I couldn’t let someone who was my best friend a month ago go through the hopsital and tests and all that  I went through.  My mother said she cannot believe how strong I have been.  I am like a pin cushion and covered in bruises due to all the blood that has been taken.

All there is left to do is try and get my life back, whatever that is. A new life I guess.

Ineed to get a job as well

Nicollexxxx